31/08/2001 - 12/12/2005

Bo-ghy you were big, but very small on the inside. You grew on the outside, but on the inside you remained still a puppy. A lot of people found it hard to understand you. Who expects a puppy in a big overcoat ? People who knew you, saw the same as we did. Always busy, always crazy, and o so unsure, but also sweet. You were a big teddybear.
We spent a lot of hours training you, but it was always difficult. You were bad , had trouble focussing.
You were never long away from us, because you were afraid of losing us.
We were always keeping our eyes on you, because you didn't do that. You never saw any danger jumping around.
And as always we were walking with you, and you were gone for a short moment. As we know you , we started looking for you immediately, ther must be something wrong. After 45 minutes searching we found you. There you were , lifeless …….

Our big puppy is no longer anymore . A big gap fell in our hearts. The pain, the misbelieve, the missing, it's undiscribable. It is so quiet in the house … A silence we never knew before.
We sure would love to here your irritating bark. Telling us you want to come in again. But it remaines silent ……

I look up and think , you have made the journey over the rainbow, to the place where you can hunt, on the endless huntingfields.
That's the place where you can be who you want to be, the place where you don't have to watch out, the place where are no cars...